Now I'm too tired to remember the rest of the session. I know it was about my feelings seeing her walk away. I think it was productive and that's all that matters. I didn't like hearing her say that she has a life outside of the office and that it's not about me. She said her walking away wasn't a rejection of me. When she said "it's not about you" I said "Stop. That's it! I want it to be about me!

I don't remember the rest. What I have to do is accept that she has a personal life and I'm not in it. I told her how bad that makes me feel. She said when I email it escalates and it's not helping me grow. I said I don't wanna grow! Child rebelling.

It is what it is. I can't email. I'll post on here a lot instead.