Hi. Sorry you are having some hesitation in trusting your therapist. I think talking to pdoc about it is a good idea, another opinion never hurts. I would suggest, as lonesome said, just asking her first to keep it between you and her. That way it is clear that you want this confidential which she/he should be able to do. My T and Pdoc used to work in the same practice and would frequently talk to each other about me (pertaining to my treatment) but when I requested one to keep something between us, she honored that.