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Originally Posted by kamikazebaby
I honestly don't think self-esteem problems or any possible metro look/vibe (not getting this from you, but) will keep people back if they really like you.  Anyone expecting people to be perfect or perfectly unaffected by the sickness in this world isn't someone you'd want to be with anyway! As tough as it is to be yourself when it feels sometimes that others dislike it, it's the only way. |
Yeah, if people don't like you, they don't like you.
If they don't like long hair, tattoos, piercings, the music you listen to, the car you drive, the shoes you wear, etc., what are you going to do about it?
I'll admit it wears you down over the years, but you develop a huge amount of ambivalence to it all. Just relentless nitpicking, oft uninitiated. I think people a just willfully ignorant and close-minded more than anything. They want someone to hate more than someone to love. I guess I should feel good that they feel good when they swipe me left. It's fun to reject people, I guess.
I'll just be over here being lonely I guess until someone's willing to give me a chance. Until then, I'm busy with freelance work, looking for a new job somewhere outside Arizona, tinkering with music, or whatever.