Took my first dose of Geodon waaayyy too early, took it around 4pm when I ate dinner, slept for about 5hrs, 5-10pm, now I'm wide awake again, f**k. I'm going to have to get some granola bars or something to eat when I take it, so I can take it later closer bedtime. My Lamictal is still on hold at the pharmacy, luckly I think I have enough to last me until I can actually get it. Well have DBT group from 12-2pm then therapy from 2-3pm today (about 10.5hrs before group), starting a new unit in DBT today, wonder what it's going to be...

And hugs to anyone the needs them.