Quite a lot here to say

Well, I'm glad to blend in lol. Like some if not most, I'm not totally introverted too. I can socialize when I need to, or when I crave it most. I realise when I'm hypo, my social anxiety dies down so makes it easier.
Well I do feel the pressure to talk to someone or crave attention when I want to be left alone in my hypo. But I get frustrated over the thought that people sucks and I'll be wasting my time because they don't care what I say or they might think I'm weird. When my depression sucking the life out of me, that's when I feel the need to have a company though. Otherwise I'm anxious and shy.