hello all, firstly thank you for the support ; most i've had in long time.
know myself but have found groups/ volunteering difficult in past really due to depression/ anxiety.
had appointment with occupational therapist on mon. who after assesment wants to try groups/ volunteering again with there support and now health is better genuinly feel i'll be able to do it.feeling positive /energised after meeting.
feel there will always be ''hole'' in my life after friends turned there backs on me but i'v got to accept this and move on.
thanks ; teufel, wild cat, coyote, phoenix, just a friend.
now feeling more positive i'll try and post on forums to give support whenever i can.
kuff
'' keep the faith ''