So... forgive me for going on about this, but here's a new thought about this thing with my friend: in another thread people were talking about how somebody can be upset or frustrated with you about something you've done (or, as the case may be, not done) but that doesn't necessarily mean that they reject you. I still have to change my attitude and be careful with what I talk about, which really sucks because this is the one person in the world other than T I've been mostly honest with, but still.

Please ignore me, I'm just thinking out loud. I know it's irrelevant.