Thanks LT. I am so tempted to just cancel my appointment with T but I know that I should do my best to face my issues with our relationship and resolve it, it's just so hard! I asked T if we could take a break because right now I feel that therapy is too hard and too time consuming. I think about my T and about therapy ALL OF THE TIME and she said that now is the time where I really need to sit in therapy and grow...or something like that. UGH!