(((Crocus))) a lesson I have yet to learn. Being disappointed in someone you love, or them being disappointed in you, doesn't have to signify the end of the relationship. I tend to cut ties completely rather than have scary confrontations about things, because I am a stupid chicken and would rather bury my head in the sand than have a frank conversation.

The things you post here don't seem irrelevant to me, I really enjoy them.

I hope things start looking up soon!