Part of me wonders why I decided to go to graduate school. I thought I could do it, but it is just SO MUCH WORK! The pressure associated with the research is just too overwhelming for me. At this point, I don't care if I graduate with an M.S. at the end of this semester or not. I just want to finish and be done.
... and I know I'm not writing a thesis anymore, so that pressure is off of me... I just have anxiety related to the potential judgement from others, for not having finished. For having fallen apart and broken down.
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