I am fine though I just want to go home they think I am stupid and they never answer any of my questions. All the staff always look at me when I do things with this weird look and I hate it I just I want to scream I hate it here I should never have wrote that note and I shouldn't have I should have run when I could I ugh I can't do this I can't be here anymore I want to discharge myself but they will just put me on an order I feel like I need to be dead.