Sorry it took me so long to respond. Yes I took one last fall. I refuse to do that again this soon and honestly I shouldn't right now! I am more stable now than I was a year ago. I am seeing a therapist. We will have to discuss it. I am pretty sure she is going to laugh at me when I tell her I can't sit still at work and all I want to do is play. After all isn't that what we all want! She knows about the anger. Her words "go back on your medication." My medication made it difficult to make it through my work day. Falling asleep. On my days off sleeping 15 hrs. No way to live. So i am back on it but it is not as simple as they make it seem. This is why I feel so hopeless.