Wow. That's intense. I just can't imagine what that must be like. With children and so much anxiety. I can barely keep it together isolated here at home alone. But I also sleep way too much lately. Sometimes I even make myself go to bed too early just to escape, then wake up at all hours.

I know how you feel though. Just reading you saying you're in bed under the covers sounds so nice, but you said you also feel like the worst parent in the world. You're not. Mine are! haha.

Seriously, parents are human, everyone is just doing the best they can do.