I'm at another place that is pretty close to our house. I am very lucky to be able to have it.

Now it has no cable or internet, oh well.

I am way too angry at his arrogance and stupidity. There's no forgiving and there's no fixing.

I had us make a list of all the things I have been asking of him for all these years that has driven me to insanity. We both agreed that all it was were less than a dozen things. The same things for 20 years!

Then I blew up at how he didn't really care about me or he would have addressed his problems and not have made me cry and be hysterical over this. The bottom line is he just really thinks he's above me and he didn't have to change one hair for my well-being.