I got several compliments from my boss today about how much he likes me, my work, reliability, values and morals, etc. Sometimes it's hard to tell because he's often grumpy at work because his job is so stressful. Sometimes with my OCD, I obsess and worry that he's mad at me because he's being grumpy.
They (at work) have no idea how "crazy" I am, and I'd like to keep it that way. I consider this a big victory!!
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart 
Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN
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