So, some background. Self-image issues since I am, by medical terms, morbidly obese. Wasn't really pushing to meet people till the last few years. A few months ago just ended my first ever relationship. Long distance for one year and living together for the other. We were each others first, both very inexperienced but he was all in, could see marriage in our future and I couldn't.
So I am back out there and a guy I met before my ex found me immediately contacted me. I was very flattered and trying to take it slow but he always brought the convo back to more physical topics. Our meet up was solely making out. Then messaging became kind of sparse, at least for me so I thought he ghosted me. Couldn't get him off my mind, especially physically, so I proposed casual sex. He was kind of huffy about it but I am hung up on him. We've met up a couple times since but I feel like I am going crazy.
Advice out there from the more experience?