Eden, I am so happy you are getting some help. These people are trained professionals. I think it likely they have been able to see something you might have missed.

Though it took some time, I came to realize that the hospital wasn't such a bad space. I took to thining it was a bit of a holiday and actually was rather disappointed when they gave me a discharge plan. Look at it this way... the only responsibility you have is to do your laundry. Take advantage of that.