That makes sense, I think that I push my feelings aside and say they aren't that big of a deal. Your right nobody has ever wanted to hear what I have had to say before, not even me at times so why would they now!!! So I down play them, that they aren't that big of a deal it is all me, this really isn't anything, that kind of thinking.......

Just go in and let it come out, thats what he wants me to do, kind of like free association I guess........