Stayed up most of the night with suicidal thoughts. It's getting more difficult to hold them back. It's been a rough morning so far, going in late to work and I have a lot to do today. I don't want to do any of it. Depression and anxiety are hard enough to control, losing your will to fight for your life is hopefully rock bottom. I can't imagine feeling worse than I do right now.

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