How can you not define yourself as bipolar. I find this really difficult. every day I need my support group, I read on here daily, I see a therapist once a week, group once a week, pdoc every month or so, and meds multiple times a day. I'm constantly reminded of my illness. that's the first problem. the second is bigger, and that is I can see how something like MS or cancer wouldn't define someone, but something like BP is different. Because I have BP, it governs how I think, I act, and what I say. its a big part of ME a big part of WHO I AM. and BP is the reason I am where I am in life right now (still undergrad at 26, been in school since I was 17).
how do I not define myself as primarily bipolar? who the **** am I then?!
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Bipolar 1 with mixed and psychotic symptoms & ADHD
Meds
Latuda 120mg
Lamictal 200mg
Haldol 5mg (+5mg during mixed episodes)
Vyvanse 40mg morning 20mg noon
Benztropine 0.5mg
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