Glad it worked out. She may have written the time down wrong. Whatever the case, the thing to remind yourself of is that it had nothing to do with her not wanting to work with you; that is what you tell yourself and that comes from an older place. The other thing to work on is not calling yourself a screw up. Granite, these things happen to everyone. Whether it was her screw up or yours, in NEITHER case does it make THE PERSON a screw up. See the difference?