I can understand your reasoning believing you are not at the point. If I tell you that I met a man who works on a crisis line (in UK, 'The Samaritans') who told me that they are often contacted by people who feel like you do (that they are not at the worst point, that there is someone worse off who may need more) does that shed a different light on things? You are a thoughtful and considerate person, but you are the person they want to talk with - to head things off before they get worse. They are there for you, please do not struggle alone.