I am dealing with a lot of fear over my angina which I have to go to hospital to get checked out,I will probably have to go on the treadmill and have my heart rate measured while I exercise and have a radioactive dye injected to show up my arteries.
I also am having period pains even though I have gone through the menopause and the doctor says I have to have tests to rule out cancer.The hospital has already sent me appointments for next week.Monday I have an ultrasound and camera going inside me and next Friday morning another camera inside me and a biopsy I think it is called a hysteroscopy. Then I wait for the results and they tell me what is going on.
I am afraid I have something that is going to kill me.Then again I was asked by the CPN if I was worried or scared and I said I was at first but now I said it is in God's hands and whatever happens is down to him and I will accept it.And in a way I do feel that way but I get times when I am so so scared of death.

Oh well I will find out soon.I don't know but my angina may be being caused by low oestrogen so when I go to the heart clinic I will mention to them.I read in a heart foundation booklet there is a condition called cardiac x syndrome.That happens when in the menopause.I don't know I guess the doctors will find out.