I feel like a small child re-learning everything......except I never learned it to begin with......that is the difference. I look at all I am going through now, and hope that I am not doing the same with my kids!! I don't ever want them to suffer any of what I have had to suffer!!

I emailed my T and told him some of the idea's on the board here, and that maybe we should work on finding a way for me to be able to get the feelings out. I would work on finding the answer.