I hate fighting, and I feel like I'm losing people close to me. I don't like to think that I screwed everything up, but I think this time it really was my fault. What is it about me that seems to drive people away? I really wish this wasn't happening to me right now. I'm over-stressed all the time, I just want things to go back to normal already. I want to have my friends back. It's hard to try and fix multiple problems at once...and I just wish that things will be ok for once.

"If you try to chase two rabbits at once, you end up losing them both."