I started working the steps on my depression. I really got stumped on the second step and trying to believe there was a power greater than myself that could restore me to sanity. I finally decided that I really did not need to have an exact definition of what "it" was as long as I believed there was something greater than myself. Then came the question, was this power great enough to restore me to sanity. HHmmm...if there is a power strong enough to make the earth go round, surely it is strong enough to restore little ole me to sanity. Sometimes, I think my higher power is a spiritual essence, Sometimes I think it is knowledge--scientific knowledge and spiritual knowledge combined. Whatever it is, I do believe it is strong enough to restore me to sanity as long as I get out of the way.