that's an interesting point mouse... i never thought of that. It could very well be as i am very difficult to get close to. This time though it was spontaneous... the closeness i mean. i was really pulling back b/c i knew he was leaving. i'm not sure what happened to start things going but the session went so very well last time.

thyroid... don't even get me started. i no longer have one of those. That's a whole other story.

thanx for caring guys