Went to my last recovery college group today. Was sad that it's ended, was nice to have something to do each friday.
Been preparing for my interview, it's probably not going to go very well so I'm holding absolutely no hopes on it. It's just guna be good interview practice.
I've had an epiphany about my weight and my eating problems. I realised that life is about enjoying yourself and that includes food, so I've stopped weighing myself every day, doing it once a week now, and I'm letting myself have nice things (including lunch which I never used to eat). And I've been rewarded with not having put a single pound on this week even though I've been eating a fair bit more. I even went to Pizza Hut last night. It's been a great week since I had my epiphany, I just need to keep going with it.
Life isn't about trying to lose weight for me now, it's about enjoying experiences around food and just being normal