Thanks, rainbow. No, I haven't heard from her yet. Will probably at some point today, or maybe not at all. I don't know. I know she has a funeral this morning & afternoon so she'll be occupied with families until later. I just want it to be monday.

I'm feeling more 'settled'. Still off but a bit more grounded. Just miss T and wish she would let me know she's okay. When she doesn't respond I always fear that she's dead.