Hello MoPsychMoProblems: Well... joining PsychCentral is certainly a step in the right direction!

There's lots of information & support available here. Sometimes it can take a while to get established. But once you do, I believe you'll feel right at home. You don't mention if you see a therapist or psychiatrist. If you're not receiving some sort of mental health services, this may be something you'll want to consider. See you around the forums!