This post had me thinking about a conversation I had with one of my coworkers today about whether or not we thrive on chaos, etc. I do tend to thrive on chaos for some reason, maybe that's why I'm such a mess. The meds I'm currently on must be working though because I haven't had a serious crying spell in about two weeks. The issue now is that I am starting to feel as if someone or some thing is watching me and I feel as if I'm seeing objects move that shouldn't be moving...if that makes sense. My t says it's just my anxiety acting afool, but I'm not sure if I believe that or not.