Hi cmc, you shared a lot in this post, which saddened me because I know it's a heavy burden right now. I know people with BPD have a hard time seeing beyond themselves, by this I mean we can get overwhelmed by the littlest things. Not to say your situation is little because it's Not! Having little one under your feet 24/7 and a new born is a serious drain on ones mental, physical and spiritual batteries. You really could use some extra hands...have you shared with your husband your needs? I'm sure he sees the struggle sometimes they need to hear it too.
Please know I am praying for you and hear your struggle. [emoji253][emoji176][emoji176]

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