My Bipolar disorder made me stronger.
After you comeback from a maniac episode, you know that there isn't a problem in life harder to solve.
During the first couple of years after my first episode, I had so many regrets of what I said and what I did, and I felt so ashamed infront of people that witnessed my maniac episode.
But then I realised that I have no control over my past and there is no need for making myself suffer from a short period of my life.
Day to day, it still affects me. I have to watch over myself if I get too high or too low.
This is a part of me now and I have to deal with it.
But It empowered me for getting professional and educationnal success. If I cameback from a maniac episode, there is literally nothing that I can't accomplish.
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