<font color="blue">I had a bad morning, woke up when my BF and my cousin got ready to go to work, started to get alot of anxiety, close to panic. Told my BF to leave me the phone (we only have a cell at his house no land line).

For an hour I was jumping or tensing at every sound in the townhouse, even though it was just the house settling, just made me tense and I was thinking up the worse case scenerios that someone was going to break in and hurt me, then I thought of my ex and then someone else doing the hurting.. or robbers.. was frustrating.

I even had a couple places where to hide and call for help, but then when I thought of what I'd say to the police if that situation occured for a minute there forgot my address at my BF's house...lol.

Bad morning I guess. </font>