I know that for me, people arguing against my delusions was very triggering and made symptoms worse. Usually, anyone who argued against them became "part of the plot against me"

What matters right now is that this is real to you. What also matters is that you want to get out of the hospital. Unfortunately, the only way you will likely be released is if you are med compliant. The meds might help you see things differently, they might help you feel better. Or maybe taking them will get people off your back. Wouldn't you like to feel better? It sounds like you are in a scary place emotionally. Having people try to hurt you must feel awful. I know it's hard to take a strangers word on this, but the meds really might make you feel better or give you a clarity of thought to facilitate a way to help yourself.


(((Hugs)))