Thanks (((((((( Mouse ))))))))) and (((((((((( Petunia )))))))))).
I hadn't considered depersonalisation - in fact I had forgotten it even existed. So after reading your posts I had a look at a forum for depersonalisation and some of what they said was eerily familiar in some ways - one person even said that they feel disconnected from their life which is of course similar to what I've just written.
Petunia, I don't think I've ever thought of mentioning this to a dr - not that I go much to one anyway. Mainly I am worried that if I mention this, I might be misunderstood and they think it is nothing much or that I should be more alert or something. I know I have also told my dad about my struggle to prepare for the future since it doesn't feel like my life and I can't remember what he said but I don't think he really knew what I was talking about
It is not always continuous, but a lot of the time I feel this way. Some people I read on the forum have said they feel emotionally disconnected from people as well, and though I have to say that at the moment I don't feel any emotion towards anybody, I know I can do, I know I can feel love, so much. But yeah, in general, it does make the more important things in living an organised life difficult. Do you think a British GP will know what I'm talking about?