I'm sorry you're still experiencing this.

Home should be a safe place. I had this for 2 or 3 weeks straight once after having a VERY brief psychotic episode of some sort (auditory only). I could not sleep without every light on in the house. I was not in any treatment at the time so it's hard to say if it was bipolar or another one of my disorders like BPD. It certainly is a really uncomfortable feeling. Home should be a safe place