I think Bay and Ruh Roh have offered some really sage feedback. This sounds like a really tough, painful place to be in and I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Do you mind my asking how often you have sessions and whether you've considered taking a short break? I don't know if this is the 'right' answer, or at all applicable in your situation, but I noticed that a lot of my obsessive worrying about therapy went away when I stopped going so often. It sort of re-focused me back on myself and the issues that brought me there in the first place. Maybe something like that could help you too?

I hope you find some relief and a solution that works for you.