Im half & half really, in ways i think yes because i cant control my moods, my rage & my suicidal tendencies. On the other hand, its negative & disgusting actions of others against me that has ruined my life, these actions have only aggravated my condition & caused me to become the way i am at the moment. I have hope that things will eventually get better, maybe one day i'll find love for myself as a person & not see a monster in the mirror everyday. Maybe one day i'll finally experience the happiness i've looked for all my life but first i need closure from a certain incident, i need this to break free from the prison that is my mind right now

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