We all have moments like that....you don't have to drink. If you need someone to talk to, look up your local AA. Even if you don't go to AA, there will still be someone on the other line who can talk to you. I wish I wasn't leaving right now.....I'm glad I just saw this.....I just had to tell you that you don't have to drink. This too shall pass. I promise, the moment will pass and you can make it through sober. Just don't pick up the first drink. Drink that horrid coffee and be grateful that it isn't liquor.

I don't know you, not yet, but I care and you don't have to drink today. Look up AA in Portland and call the hotline. There will be an understanding voice. I'm not saying go to AA if you don't, but at least its someone to talk to. You can make it through.......

Rayna