I feel like i am about to cry i feel completely hopeless the meds are going to hurt me i feel trapped i cant trust the doctors and this is all my fault everything hurts so much it aches inside i feel like screaming all i can think about is ending everything. It is not safe here the angels are mad and it is all my fault they want me to run i think i should it is too dangerous here the doctors are trying to get into my head i cant stay here.