TOP DEFINITION by Urban Dictionary
Relapse
To go back in a former state and/or conditon.

I did that on every bad... habit.. ok, addiction I could've relapsed on.
I broke up with my girlfriend because she was abusive and I got a psychotic episode because of her abusiveness and I yelled at her that I am better off alone.
She.. would probably laugh at me if she was that kind of a person now.
I started self harming again.
I started drinking till I am for a hospital again.
I started doing hard drugs again.
I am miserable.
I am 16 and I just ruined my life, again.
Everything I do is a disappointment. So here is my story. I am horrible.