I am obese. I am 80+ pounds over weight. I have already lost 12 pounds. My BMI is close to 40 and I find that unacceptable. Fruit juices, though they say fruit are usually so high in sugars they can make you fat. I only drink water, and diet drinks. The highest caloric drink I drink is 10 calories. I try to leave my calorie count for food because obviously it is more filling. You got this! I too believe I have Body Dysmorphic Disorder because even when I was at my fittest I still felt I was an obese cow. You can see this in all my drawings. Now I dream of a day where I can be as "fat" as I was back then. But I am getting there.