Thank you all. I need to appreciate the little things and build from there.

I guess I am just at a point in my life where I seem to be changing and I just feel like nothing fits me anymore. (metaphysically as well as physically :-) ) This past year has made me look at everything differently. Unfortunately, I am not likeing what I see right now. This includes the reflection in the mirror. I've decided that I am not going to make any major changes in my marital status until I deal with whatever is going on in my head.

Thanks again for all of your insights