its been awhile since i have been to a t . not really sure why affraid if issues i need to deal with am i really making a big deal out of nothing(how my parents make me feel) OR IS THIS REAL do i matter enough to get help. for awhile i thought i was really doing quite fine. hoplding the house down taking care of three kids doing the church thing. but now im mad at god i have not gone to church in a few months i feel all people well not all most people are fake. no comments needed please. i feel sad most of the time. and sometimes i feel almost high which i so wierd for me im the depressed girl like all of my life. lots of issues but are they relavent to how i feel on the inside and how i respond on the out side, we all have episodes or thing that happen to us that can and might almost change us at our verry soul. i feel changed. i have made mistakes. i have sinned i have love and lost and lost some more. i ahve been taken advantage of. theres no end to how i feel ive been wronged but i step up and shake it off and file it away. do i really need to stir all this %#@&#! up so i can feel like an entire person?-onyx