I did well last week made all my workouts cooked ate well and was in an upswing. This week was a bit rough made a few in the beginning of the week didn't make the last couple of days and rit now I feel depressed. My mind is coming up with nothing but negative thoughts. I don't feel like anyone loves me and I am worthless. I want to cry and I'm feeling super anxious. I just want to make it have a job I like a relationship which has been a long time since I was in one and be good financially. This living paycheck to paycheck is making me down too. This isn't where I wanted to be in life at this point. I feel such a failure.