I think there may be some weird appeal to cigarette smoke with mental illness. A huge portion of us smoke and I know there is research about why.
But I believe this because as someone who has never even tried a cigarette I once craved them like I'd been smoking for years. It took everything I had to not start smoking. Once I was started on a new AP that went away and never returned. Nobody could explain it but it was such a strong craving like I NEEDED something in that smoke. I guess 2nd hand smoke was enough to trigger it? I will never know.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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