Well aside from missing having someone, I'm trying to appreciate alone time. I have no one demanding anything from me, I'm able to nap just because I want to. Leave or go where I want, when I want. I'm trying to focus on the benefits of having alone time, rather than the parts I miss about being a involved with someone.
Yes I will be seeing my daughter soon, I do have a job I enjoy. But having a someone in your life fills a void that no one else can fill. Children have their place, friends have their place, etc., today I don't feel alone persay, but it doesn't mean I wouldn't want someone to be involved in my life.
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Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P.
Daughter: 20
Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs.
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