Hi Sweet,
I see the beauty in you as someone who sees when others are pushed around and forgotten. That is a very special quality and you should cherish that about yourself. There are so many in this world who don't care or who are to selfish to notice. Suicide isn't a way to solve anything. If the world loses you it loses one more person with a heart. Because you feel things the way you do you will in your life feel more pain BUT you will also be able to change someone elses life. Don't think about ending your life. Your important.
Heidu

Every path to a new understanding begins in confusion- Mason Cooley