I've worked very hard, on a blog, this year, and was in a writer's group for a while but didn't get much of a rush, as in the past; I like to argue, but I just didn't get into it--maybe, I had a bad attitude, or something; I just wasn't feeling motivated, cutting through apathy.

There''s one frien of mine I'm on the outs with, currently, which is too bad, because around him, I feel inspired to write.

If someone around here could in a similar way encourage that mindset, it would be good, but that requires me be challenged, and hoping to impress. Thing is, most audiences aren't artists, so they don't know enough to encourage an artist with the right kind of feedback stimulus.

That make any kinda sense?

PS: I've increased walking, this summer; I just got back from an hour-long stroll, this evening. I used to do a lot of running, and I do that a fair bit more, now, but I still feel a fair amount of internal shame, well as apathy, but it no longer debiliatates. I've ben wandering more, and explored places around my home, but apathy lingers, still.